step by step
ever since i visited shady grove, i have had this weird feeling…sort of like i don’t know if this is right for us yet. my husband has been very supportive of my decision to go to sg, but he also voiced his thoughts about it, which are similar to how i’m feeling now. i guess we both feel like we’re jumping into something that overwhelms us. the tests and visits are enough to make you want to pull your hair out; just thinking about all of that makes me tired! i feel like we’re missing a step or two. like we’re starting at the top of a tall staircase and jumping down to the bottom without taking the time to test the other steps to get us from point a to point b.
i had an appointment yesterday and talked to my doctor about trying clomid. there’s no 3 day us, no follicle check, no trigger shot. just clomid, my body, and a day 21 progesterone test.
am i chickening out? maybe a little.
am i okay with this decision? yes.
i am pretty sure i will still go in for the day 3 us and the hsg next cycle; they are both covered by insurance and i should know that things are okay. but i think that’s where it will end – at least for now – with sg. it’s too much too fast.
June 16 2009 09:34 am | health and pcos and stupid body